
i had the screen captured from my mobile :) ♥ WAHAHAHAH
notice the very big difference between the *likes* he got compared to mine. ♥
and yes because of that, i am insecure. :D

summer 2011. :)
i took a photo of him when he was soundly sleeping. the next day, he took revenge :’p

this is how studying should be done ;p (notice the awkward position of our feet) ♥
library 3rd floor :p

gone were the days when i used to put on liquid eyeliner :) ♥

Aphrodite ♥
XU-JPIA General Assembly 2011 —- Catwalk
That awkward moment when you realize that your boyfriend’s… RYAN UCAT ♥


He used to be just some other cute guy whom i saw dance only once on our MidYear Regional Convention for our org. I didn’t even remember his face nor knew his name until i received a casual message in FB from a certain Ryan Ucat that said, “hi! you’re so pretty and cute! :D”
after some time, we fell in love… ♥
and the list of things which brought up the awkward realization that he’s RYAN UCAT:
- He has an anonymous fan page in FB;
- Girls and gays alike crowd over him, asking to have his photo taken with them after he performs(and that more awkward moment when, one time, those people asked for my permission and i was like, YEAH, OF COURSE, WHY ASK ME? :P);
- I see photos of my friends(and not-friends) with him which they have taken months before we got to be friends;
- Younger girls purposely calling him from behind(padungog) when we were strolling around the mall: Ryan? Ryan? Si Ryan Ucat oh! Sinong Ryan?;
- You are sitting perfectly quiet with eyes sparkling, on the front row, and the whole bunch of people at your back suddenly screams in unison, “RYAAAAANNN!! “
- You are sitting at the very last row ‘coz you came in late, and girls at your front scream, “RYAAAAANN!! maayu kaayu c Ryan! Gwapo kaayo c Ryan!! AHHH!!!!!”
- His almost perfect attendance in all those Pages in FB about hottest people, popular people and etc.;
- Learning that even the younger generation from your high school knew him even before you knew his name or memorized his face;
- All those weird text messages, random calls, FB chats, he receives every now and then;
- Those moments when you are inside the CR and he’s waiting for you outside, girls come in giggling and you overhear their conversations about how gwapo Ryan is;
- Reading FB statuses about him from people i don’t know and do know…
- ….. and the list goes on. :p
Goodness, how does he get used to living with so much female attention. :D i laugh and smile to myself realizing how lucky i must have been to be his ♥

the shorter mannequin :))